A Little Irreverance for Officials Who Lied :( :( :(
Available ‘Round The World in .80 seconds in today’s realm…if you get my drift…
In writing this material here…and in dealing with many [too many] of the government personnel with whom I’ve spoken or written to I have on a number of occasions been…irreverent…surly…’in your face’…argumentative…stern…firm…assertive…emotional…moderately louder than usual…pointed…very direct…shocked…angry…etc…
Trust me…torture will do that to you…[maybe not everyone, but it’s a powerful mind-bending, brain changing, event]…
It took me many months just to get swearing while describing what was done to me to investigators, prosecutors, and others, under control…the swear words simply came out faster than I could manage as a result of the emotional turmoil of recounting the ordeal…I typically let them know in advance or the 1st time it happened that I was working on it, but to please bear with me while getting it controlled…such swearing…and related emotional stances were not my M.O. prior to June 9th, 2006. Yes, a major mental illness did manifest…and was quite out of control emotionally…but this was typically inward acting…since being tortured I’ve been in what I believe will prove to be a temporary, although quite longstanding, personality change that flipped ‘inward acting’ to ‘outward acting’…in the form of being more emotional, louder, etc., than was typical.
Know also that with respect to any individual with whom I’ve been more ‘outward acting’ when shocked by their behavior…any such reactions on my part began well after first having been cool, calm, cooperative, etc.
Then…when they lied, misrepresented, deceived, acted to hide the truth, etc., sometimes I waited…sometimes I reacted swiftly right then and there.
Any complaint by them…or others I suppose…that they were disrespected, etc., per any tone of voice or tone in writing I may have had strikes me as laughable compared to their lies, deceptions, etc., about material matters associated with something as important as torture and its investigation…they’re the ones who have a mandate to ensure justice…not to aid & abet injustice…to whatever extent they divert from their responsibility it strikes me that they have set themselves up as “fair game”…and so sometimes…within the bounds of law…I simply let’er rip…without remorse…
They earned it…
